January 2010
Da Fuck Is Going On?
Am I Able to call to say happy new year?
December 2009
Is It Just Me?
Or Do You think were all gonna end up in the same situation in 2010 cause for me it seems like she falling for him again! Give Up Or Go On?
“I’ll be yours forever cause I never wanna be without love”
– (via yeazhaoxia)
2010 Goals.
Complete My Goal That Started On 10/31/09 Or Give Up.
Play Less Games
Go Out More
Try Harder In School
Be Happy
It Hurts.
Knowing Your Sad. You One Of The Most Important People In My Life. You need your space & time to think ill let you have that.When we talked you told me 2010 was a new beginning for you. Make 2010 Your New Beginning. Don’t Be the girl who is sad but shows A Happy face. Be A Girl Who has a happy face on Because She Is Happy. And That Will Make Me Happy.
Im Your Secret Little Tumblr (:
I know you come to me to vent about everything that’s wrong in your life.I Enjoy helping you with your problems cause you help me get away from my problems. Since When was it required to give me something in return? NEVER!I Told You, You Can Come to Me For Anything & I meant it.Its Gonna stay that way.Your Already giving me everything i ever wanted from you. Which Was Friendship &...
Pefection
Is Something No One Can Ever Have. But it something i can try to be for you.
Funny how people say I give helpful advice. Yet I,...
(via sharonfelix)
Dear Two-Seats-Down,
ohjeezkellyx:
You don’t realize how much it hurts me because you ignore me.
You don’t realize how much I cried because I hurt you.
You don’t realize how much pain I was put through.
You don’t realize how much I still care for you.
You don’t realize how much you still mean to me.
But then again, maybe you do realize it and you just don’t care.
I'm jealous of filipinos.
annnx3:
I dont know why.
OMG! SAME HERE I WANNA BE FILIPINO (:
So Would Trade My Vietness For Filipinoness
Sorry
For Blogging Hella Lol. I Havent benn on for awhile but im feeling down so i needed to vent to tumblr.
Hate
Hate Is Such A Strong Word. Especially if its coming from the one you love. I Hate You Hurts Stop using it please. I said i hate you too i was kidding bur i never hate you.
"Give To Gain"
Idk About that quote i give alot. So Much I want her to be happy. I want the best for her. I Want The World and More For her. I Give Her All I can Give If She askes me to give her something i cant give her then i will try my best to get it for her. But When Will We Stop And Realize Maybe you should return all the things i do for you? When you do something to make me happy. Well i only asked for 1...
We Seem To Argue
Alot to me over the dumbest things but i always let you win Then i try to do something to make your life better while feeling like shit. But yet i feel like i dont deserve you. Its so disapointing everyone says i deserve better i say i dont deserve you.But Being Mine Would Be One Of My Hearts Biggest Acomplishment. My Heart Says It Wants You. I Think it wont stop until it gets you or you break it,...
You Told Me
We Might happen Where We would be more than freinds No Promises Tho. At least your taking some tought So thanks. I guess…….
All I wanted
For Christmas Was A Chance To Give Us A Try. But……………….
I Want to Stand Out To Her.
Everyone Textes each other merry x mas and stuff i was the only one Who Called and i was glad.
My xMas Eve
Went to westwood with kyle to buy her a teddy bear but we stopped by her house and she was dead asleep i came in and jumped on her she wasnt dressed AT ALL! But it was fun. So i went to target bought her a teddy bear and then took her out to mcdonalds for breakfreast then went back to her house she told me her dad was HOME I WAS FUCKING SCARED(I Have Bad Experience With Sneaking Into Girls Houses)...
Girl.
Your So Misleading.
Re:My Guyyy
Haha I was gonna go at 12:30 I was all ready too But Guess Who Ass was still in bed? Lol. So i would of been there she didnt wake up till like 3 so my bad lol. i was waiting on herr……….. But Haha true you got me there. But i was feeling empty on the way home. You didnt give me a hug.
NO MORE PARK FOR OSCAR
mrkrisposcaraim:
Okay starting from today oscar will not go to hpk anymore. Why because of SHARON FELIX. I HATE YOU lol. First you go on tellin me that im crust, then retarded, and yeah. You know how tht made me feel? Yeahh i bett you do cause i told u so many times but you still keep on callin me names, and you know i very sensitive person.
You Made me waste my fucking time -.- Thanks Oscar...
Not Shure.
I really like you. I Think Were perfect. But i don’t think i deserve a one of a kind girl like you.Thats Why I want to do my very best to prove im worth a try.If I do Something wrong i will try my best to make everything better. If you ever make that decision and consider giving me a chance Ill make sure that the decsion you made is a good one.
Lol.
So Today i went to hpk to spend some time with her cause i really missed her. So i did but i was being rushed. So i biked there when i got there i was hella tired. We got to spend like less than 20 mins together. But in the end Just seeing you, talking to you, and hugging you was all worth it in the end.
Haha.
I Learn About Your Past To Make Your Future A Blast.
Im So Stuck.
Lately Ive Been Sad. But i tought i got over it but im not sure. I dont think i remember what happen is cause im not sure if im feeling that way.
Fouture Telling Is Scary.
So. Today i got to talk with a fortune tell her lady. I was excited because i get to know my fourtune. So we started off. The lady said theres a place i go to right after school. That place is black luck for me. But i love going there. She also said i go there only for 1 reason. Which was a girl. The lady said it was a girl i really loved and she was beautifuls & we share laughs alot. She also...
A New Age.
You know you matter both to me & him. Your a big part in our life. We hate the fact your down. We talked and we just want to you to be happy. We can’t stand seeing you sad. So its up to both of us to cheer you up.
“I Cry Because My emotions Are Ardent.”
– Allen Shadow Phan.
Can't Understand.
Last night. i stayed till like 3 in the morning talking to you on the phone to try to make things better caused we been arguing lately. & not talking. Then i get to school & i hear this information. Its Shocking. That Ruined everything. But I dont want to trip about it I already punched the pole at sanislo hard enough so i would bleed. That made everything feel better.I just understand why...
“Sometimes we put up walls. Not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough...”
What am I sopose to do?
When the girl you love is with another guy & your so sure you cant win her because everyday you realize that shes falling more & more for him & shes forgeting all about you. I always hear !____! Feeling down cause of you shes sad shes depressed She feels guilty. I feel bad of course. But why is that when you think of me all you feel is sad emotions. Im sorry i dont make you happy...
All I Want.
Is Proof You Care.
Sad.
Maybe We Don’t Need Each Other In Our Life’s But I Sure am missing you.
Best Quote
Its kinda retarded to re-post something you already posted but i really like this quote.
“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”
Really Now?
Sometimes you try to help but you can also make things worst.
Why?
Is it that today. I knew you were gone. I was happy (: But after a while just sitting there. Made me realize i really miss you. But it hurts being near you too. It hurts when i try not to look at you and go somewhere else.But I do Care for you. To many people. Tell me that when they talk to you. You have this look in your eye that just makes them sad. You Tell them you feel guilty. Well Im just...
12/12/09
The Never Forgetable Day When i lost everything I was Fighting for. But One day. I have no doubt in my mind that there will be a day when i can fight again. When That day comes. I will try my hardest. To win.So im going to wait. Till that day comes.
My Situation.
You reeallly like this girl She’s like your whole world But she likes someone else He’s her whole world Your her friend . And when she looks at him it tears you apart. And the day you feared most has come . You want her to be happy , but you just can’t see her with him . Only with you .
“The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn’t want to be held on to.”
– (via mrkrisposcaraim)
The Day After The Worst Day Of My Life.
Well i Didn’t get any sleep cause i stayed up thinking about you & Him.I got ready and left my house. Ran all the way to richards cause i was mad. When i got there we talked a bit & it helped. I got on the school bus & was quiet because i was enjoying my music. I got to school went to the band room hoping not to you or him. Waited till like 7:55 Then i left. To go downstairs....
Today.
Is The Worst Day Of My Life. 12/09/09 Never Forgetable.